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im so tired yet i cant fall asleep, and something in the back of my mind is bothering me and i cant quite figure it all out. I know a part of me is wondering that when i look back at this time in my life, will i have lived it the same way or changed it, and thats bringing up many questions in my head, therefore i cant sleep.
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[27 Sep 2004|11:27pm] |
ladies and gentlemen
boys and girls
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[20 Sep 2004|10:39pm] |
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| Where the fuck did you go, Weekend?? |
[19 Sep 2004|10:24pm] |
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Slipknot - Vermilion, Pt. 2 |
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Heylo all. Long time no type. Too lazy. Well this weekend has been eventful to say the least. I smoked every single night, so i dont remember much. I do remember smoking with matt,shane,jackie,mike and christine thursday night at twixt. that was good fun and we were all pretty fucking stoned, me shane and matt were dancing in the middle of the street. One thing i remember is looking for mike and then seeing him like 20 ft down the street under the street light taking hits out of a bowl alone. ahahaha that was really halarious. i think i busted his balls for hogging a bowl all to himself. we then proceeded to wendy's, which is ritual by now. i then slept over matts, i believe, i dont even know if i have the right night, holy shit ahaha. We smoked again and 2am, and planned on smoking again at 3, but we passed out till like 10:30. I woke up not buzzed but high, i was still completely high when i awoke, it was amazing ahaha. The next day 2 days i dont remember at all. not kidding. i know i spent time with matt shane and mostly christine here and there. today is sunday. last night me and christine stopped off at king kullen after getting really high. we left king kullen with a box of entenmanns cookies, a really large bag of reese's peanut butter cups, and a box of choc,vanilla,strawberry ice-cream, and then came to my house with it. ahahah we ate directly out of the ice cream box and almost finished half of it and fucking roasted 3/4ths of the entenmanns cookies. and i dont remember what happen to the reese's. we rented matchstick men the night before so we watched it. I have absolutely no recollection of the movie, and i remember christine telling me to wake up atleast 5+ times while she was in a stoned state. if i recall she tryed to hit my face to wake me up and she missed. ahahahaha. great times. Even though i don't really remember much of what happen, i do know that im extremely in love with christine and couldnt be more comfortable or happy. .<3 you babes. sunday i awoke around 11, and went to church for the 2nd? time in my life with christine. wasnt all that bad, i dont really believe all of what they have to say is correct or right seems as if they try and implant beliefs and it was colt-like at times "praise our lord" and shit., but some of what they have to say seems right on the money. so im undecided in the whole religious area. Then we proceeded to lunch were we got a phone call from christines dad. the look on her face told me something was wrong, so we left immediately and literally sped to her house. i own at blowing red lights and dodging trucks. we got there and something was terribly wrong, both he parents were distraught, her mother uncontrollable. her dog just died right in front of them. was an eventful drive to find the commack emergency animal hospital. they all were really attached to skittles, she was a family member to them. and i know they are all still crying now, but i think christine has handled it extremely well due to her surroundings. i hope everything goes well for the Brown's. Now for me, im bored and i just wrote a whole lot. and seany mac is done now.
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| WOOO |
[08 Sep 2004|08:46pm] |
Christine Mary Alessandra Brown
Is Fucking Amazing
And I Love Her With All Of My Heart<3
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| quiZ!! |
[07 Sep 2004|08:34pm] |
Since Everybody is doing it, i want to do it too!
1. who are you, what's our relationship:
2. how and where did we meet:
3. what's my middle name:
4. how long have you known me:
5. tell me one good thing about myself:
6. when you first saw me what was your impression:
7. my age:
8. my birthday:
9. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color of my eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. what's one of my favorite things to do:
13. describe me in 3 words:
14. name 5 things i love:
15. do you think i'm good looking:
16. how would you describe me to someone:
17: what do you like most about me:
18: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
19: have we ever gotten in a fight:
20: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
21. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What reminds you of me?
25. If you could give me anything what would it be?
26. When's the last time you saw me?
27. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
28. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
29. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
COMMENT PLEASE!!!
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[07 Sep 2004|02:51pm] |
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First day of school is over. Early release after 8th is cool b/c i dont have to deal with the bus traffic and all the other seniors leaving after 9th.
My classes are fairly decent. Im dropping marine ecology, bad teacher, relatively pointless class seeing as how i have my 3 years of science marked off already.
Not a bad day at all, i showed christine to all of her classes, she would of had a miserable day without me and she best be knowin' that! j/k. i love you!
PIG first period with zartler wont be too fun... seeing as how i have to make the class everyday. Now off to work!!
Adios
-Sean
Current Date/Time: Sept 7th, 2004 2:51pm
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| Summer is out and School is in. |
[06 Sep 2004|10:55pm] |
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Wow this sucks summer is over and it went way too fast. So much amazing stuff has happened this summer and I have my friends and girlfriend to thank for all of that.
Cheers to :
-The nights I don't remember
-The nights I won't forget
-The friends that made this summer greatness
-So much other shit that I dont feel like listing so the first three things are a summary :D
-OH YA. Wendy's has to make this list!
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Now that i think of it, so much crazy shit has happened even though summer passed so fast. Ill miss summer whole heartedly, especially since the next summer I have will be my last before college.. wow that just hit me too, but thats way down the road so I won't think aboot it now :p
Great Times.
-Sean
my dates on this thing are messed up its 9/06 at 10:56 :p
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[04 Sep 2004|11:41am] |
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Haste the Day - Blue 42 |
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Shit is fucked up. so excited christine came back home but shit is different. Changing,hurting,starting,ending,making people happy,making them sad fucking people that dont need to be fucked over and now being the catalyst of a relationship that if i chose not to be the catalyst of will fall apart in the next week.
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[02 Sep 2004|04:54am] |
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Punchline - Battlescars (acoustic) |
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Its almost 5am and im not asleep yet, wtf is up with not being able to get to bed lately
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| Purple's a good color. |
[01 Sep 2004|03:09am] |
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My Chemical Romance - Helena |
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Well, whats up whoever reads this, i really dont think anybody does but thats alright. ahaha. Last night we went to ashley's blockparty and then me and shane slept over mikes house. had some funny convo's and played some guitar and watched butterfly effect. good stuff. The next morning i awoke on 5 hours sleep and we went to robert moses to hopefully catch some waves and just chillax on the beach.(no waves which sucked) But we went in the water, fucked around and still had a good time. Oh ya nice tits purple. highlighter green was easily fuckable ahahahah. good times. WE then went to molly blooms and watched defeated purpose play. they're good and have major potential in my opinion. Then we hung out with some loser chicks at the coolest hangout in town, starbucks! -feeling cool- Good night overall, gnight
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| "SUp yO" |
[22 Aug 2004|02:58am] |
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Well I arrived home a day in advance due to immense amounts of rain and life threatening thunderstorms =p. Today after unpacking the car i SHOWERED! and then hung out with shane and mike. We drove to shanes and listened to some music then we came to my house and jammed on the acoustics and sung and listened to music. That was fun. Then we drove to pick up some girls from the movies.mistake. The best part of the night was cruising in the car just me mike and shane listening to underoath and yelling out the windows! \m/! lol good night
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[20 Aug 2004|01:33am] |
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Hey There. Today I went to sayville with Matt to get some stuff, we came back picked up gabe and then went into these woods and got extrememly high. ahahah. After that i came home around 8 pm and passed out for some odd hours. I packed my shit for the camping trip with my family. Ill be gone from fri-sun. should be fun havent gone camping with actual tents and no where to shit but wilderness in a long while. and its always fun. Well, hope everybody has a dandy weekend and dont miss me too much.
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[19 Aug 2004|04:17am] |
Today I hung out with shane, we went to patio pizza then picked up nicole-a then went to the mall. Then we went to Adventure Land with Cassidy,Nicole,Julie,Annie. Good times. The Topspin? was the best ride there, went on 4 times, I don't recommend goinb on multiple times, but it was awesome. After that me shane and cassidy just chillaxed. Got 3 drunken calls from christine at the john mayer concert, those are always so insightful and they are never loud or annoying at all.( sorry im extremely sarcastic) I just love those! But Im getting royally stoned with matt and gabe tomorrow, should be a blast. ahahahahah <3
I can have my fun too.
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| Whoa, so bored so I'm updating. |
[17 Aug 2004|12:41pm] |
Summer has been great this year, i actually got out of my house. I go visit my girlfriend Christine in Montauk as often as possible and I'm usually out there for a few days. She only has like 1 1/2 weeks before she is home for good =). We always have the best time together, i dont think there is a moment when we both arent happy when we are with each other. I've basically lost contact with my best friend shane since he started driving. I cant blame it on that though, we have been on a downhill since me and christine started getting serious. It was pretty tight for a bit again, then he passed his road test and ive hung out with him for maybe a total of 3 hours in the past week and some odd days. It wasnt even like we were chillaxin, we were with a bunch of other peeps and barely talked, i know things will get better during the school year though(i would assume). I guess its a common thing because everybody i know who has gotten into a decent relationship always seem to lose their best friend(s), in some sort of way if not completely. It always seems like your doing tap dances around your really goood friends, and its just all not to hurt their feelings b.c your spending time with your girlfriend, but its really not necessary.
I realized I dont have many friends, but the one's I do have are fucking awesome, and I <3 them, But I really should make an attempt to make some others.
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[26 Jul 2004|01:59am] |
>
WARNING | | Sean is radioactive. Wear protective clothing at all times. |
From Go-Quiz.com
woot
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[14 Jun 2004|09:25pm] |
| How to make a deleterious_1 |
Ingredients:
3 parts intelligence
5 parts crazyiness
1 part energy |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
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[08 Jun 2004|10:33pm] |
| deleterious_1's LJ stalker is crazliljmpnbean! | | crazliljmpnbean is stalking you because they think you are the one who made anonymous abusive LJ comments. They are also eating your food when you aren't looking! |
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